Back Burner

Halfway Point. That should be a good thing. Right? Not always. Megan hit 50,302 words today. And, I realized a few things.

• I still want to write this.

Amazing that. 'Specially since this started the whole me writing for more than fun hullaballoo.

• This is going to sprawl over 100k.

Two-thirds of my outline still is not written.

• I'm not polished enough to write this. Yet.

Blocks really aren't the problem. I can just see it better than I can currently write it. This is way to cool to flub up. I honestly believe that I will ruin it by faking finesse that I haven't gained. The pretty paint will just cover up the beautiful grain of the wood.

I won't give up. But, I will slow down and start on another idea that has been surfacing lately. Maybe, I can find my words instead of the mimicing that's been going on around here.