Monday, November 28
Angst and Randon Thoughts
Pronunciation: 'ä[ng](k)st, 'a[ng](k)st
Etymology: Danish & German; Danish, from German
: a feeling of anxiety, apprehension, or insecurity
The holiday season is bad, bad, bad and evil, evil, evil. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy being able to see the nieces, nephews, and other assorted relatives. But, without my girlfriend, I wouldn't be seeing any relatives.
After five years of being welcomed and loved by her family, I am still waiting for the other shoe to drop. I know that I am being unreasonable. Her family really tries to make me feel like one of their own.
How long does it take to get over almost 21 years if rejection?
When do the nightmares stop?
I feel most alone in a room full of family and friends.
NaNo has been defeated with 52,109 words and counting.
The hardest, most reliable workers are the least noticed of all.
Random thoughts are sometimes the most honest.